You are my constant!

You are my warmth,

You are my solace,

You are everything I ever wanted,

You are the music to my chords.

Why can't you be my constant?

Remind me of times when I run to you,

For every fight I had,

For every mess I got myself into,

All you said was it's going to be fine.

And it brought back the courage and pulled me through,

I see you wanting the same things as me,

Then why can't you be my constant?

I can't fight anymore,

Do it on my behalf,

I can't win this,

Only you can make me laugh,

Because you are my constant.

For my cheeks ache with fake smiles,

My heart is as cold as dry ice,

We walked for long and enough,

Hoping things would change for better,

All i see is a dark tunnel,

With us sitting in separate handcars,

Running for our dreams amidst a war,

Racing not towards but against the wind,

Chasing not one but two different dreams.

Shifting dilemma if you are my constant,

I may give up,

I may kill the fun,

I may be a bitter soul,

But i am hoping every moment,

That you be my constant.

Until you start to live again...

It never matters how much you cry,

It never stops hurting no matter how much it hurt before,

It never changes even when you stay still for a while,

It never gets better no matter how much you fight.

But your eyes understand emotions after a certain while,

But your heart stops hurting and learns to slowly recover from wounds,

But you take a break to breathe and prepare yourself to walk again,

But you learn to fight and survive better than last.

You never forget to love who left,

You never unlive memories you regret,

You never undo what isn't right for you before it  begins,

You never understand why things don't go your way.

But somehow someone else becomes equally important,

But bad memories somehow start to fade away,

But it starts to seem wrong when things go awry,

But experience takes over and you stop complaining.

It never seems to be the same for everyone no matter how closely related you are,

It never burns less no matter how many times you go through flames,

It never becomes easy to jump off the cliff no matter how many times you dived in,

It never comes back to life no matter how many times you water the scorched plant.

But you learn from what they go through and handle things better,

But you know what didn't kill you made you stronger,

But you plunge head first into water knowing you can fight anything,

But you sow seeds of dying plants and let it reborn again.

It never...

But...

It never...

But...

This goes on...

Forever...

Until you start to live again...!